...obeying the voices in my head...

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

A blind Kamikaze

Everytime I wake up, I feel I have entered into a new world . You know those first 30 seconds after opening your eyes in the morning wishing the pillow to be touching your face for the next few hours. Unfortunately we dont control our lives fully.
Everytime I make myself say in the morning "Today it's gonna be different. I'll be a whole new person." Only to sub-consciously realize that I am in the same depth of water as I was yesterday, and the day before , and the day before. When will i possible change myself, when will I be hard workin' and move my silly lazy ass for a while. The answer lies inside all of us. Yet, I am too arrogant to accept it.
It seems so easy nowadays too cut this chord of life - and man they are really many many ways. But I'm not here to give tips on - 99 ways to die. I just need a pinch of sanity to keep my insane life runin' on its feet.
I'm Bracin' myself to whatever comes ahead of me. I live for now , not for the past or the future.
Anyway it's so easy to write this stuff - so damn hard to implement it. Well, that's life right!!!

2 comments:

jinal said...

hey dude this is really gr8 stuff uve written... but let me tell u ... every time u wake up thinking this is a new day.... it is. Make the ful of it. Every mornig is a new beganig. A new life. It is rebirth. U r here for a purpose. Each day has its purpose. the insane mind of urs has a lot to do. Go discover urself...
but remember ur here for urself.
Ur first and last breath is yours and so are the others in between. Live for yourself... U dont have to live for others. Dont just accept anything... think... ask yourself... Be what YOU want to be not what others ask u to be. U r no black sheep in ur family... U r differenr like everyone else. No two people are the same... U are gifted with skills no one else in the world is.
So the next time u wake up, just remember It is a new beggening ... U have an entire day with u. Make the best of it


I wish u luck with it... Go my friend... I know u.... Live Happy dont just pretend to.

Believe me u r the most happy guy...

(hey i might be a good thinker but i suck at the laguage and spellings.. so just forgive me)

pratt said...

dude! whatever u say implies to everyperson in this g.dam world..but nothing can be done abt it..the only soultion is forget waht happen 5 minutes ago..and live in the moment..and btw way we shud all remember waht 2pac said..work so hard everyday thinking the its ur last day today and tomrrws never gonna come and this may become an example to the world!